Those are the actions of my mother and my twin sister.
Yesterday, I was engaging in my weekly respite to get out of my stressors, my problems, my issues and transcend past them to find a sees of community with my global #TranceFamily on twitter and beyond. It was even a special show dedicated to the uplifting side of trance.
But my mother had the NERVE to force me to leave to go and get her sister and looked at me like *I'M* the asshole for not remembering to call her when I woke up in the morning. Then my twin sister looks at me and says I'm being selfish and very rude for not wanting to leave.
I honestly am at a loss for words now. WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE IN AND TRUST NOW IF MY FAMILY DOES NOT EVEN SUPPORT ME?!
And nothing since then has been going right. People at night riding my ass intentionally and blinding me with high beams trying to run me off the roads, OR turning on red WHERE THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO SO into my path and then look at me like it's MY fault. The insults and near misses continued today after needing to get to Good Friday to sing at it, and I fall ill during it with a massive headache for which I had no medicine to take, leaving me to have to drive my aunt up to see her mother in a deteriorating condition. That incapacitation even made me miss a chance to adopt a specific gijinka from someone here on dA whose art I really like and appreciate.
…So I am going on record now with this statement in saying that THIS HAS BEEN THE ABSOLUTE WORST BIRTHDAY I'VE EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
Oh, and it doesn't help that MY PATERNAL GRANDMOTHER PASSED AWAY on the 9th in succumbing to returning cancer.
Tell me, with everything that has gone wrong and currently continues to go wrong, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??